First things first. Last things will last. Limbo day, Paje brain.

Last week was for farewells, discoveries and denials.

I’ve said goodbye to my work and discovered that I will miss it. I’ve said goodbye to my dear places, and discovered that I won’t miss them. I’ve said goodbye to my friends, and discovered that what we have is not really going anywhere. I’ve said goodbye to my high heels after Crazy Dutch Woman run them over with her wild car (side effect of goodbyes). I discovered that no one would really notice if you cycle through Amsterdam with fancy outfit and no shoes on. I’ve never said goodbye to my friend’s kitten and discovered that I will miss this crazy cat growing up and turning into a tiger. On my last day in Europe I gave all my thoughts to unicorns, rainbows and marshmallows. Clearly a denial.

This is my first blog post. How do you do that really? This is the first day of my trip. Well, a limbo day, since being at Schipol doesn’t really count, does it?

So miss Ania – what happens next? Paje brain. I will explain -  hope to see you soon again.  For now – I have to run and find my limbo gate.  Let me share the Wise Man words for your good day.